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Poetry PageI sit on the shores of Lake Michigan, watching the azure meld with the blue, marred only by the sight of a sewage treatment plant. If I had a cigarrette, the scene would be complete. If only I smoked. My thoughts turn to her. I wonder if she'd like this too, or if the chill of the Hawk coming off the lake would be too much for her? I wonder if she'd catch the palette of blues, or would she just see water? I wonder if she'd even stay with me, out here in the December cold. Yeah, a cigarrette would complete the scene. I'd be like Jack Kerouac and she, well, she'd be herself. I'd fill her with the sights I've seen and the tales I've learned. She'd listen, giving me attention, devotion, and if I'm lucky, love. But I'm not Jack and she's not here. And I'll have to play my own paramour, as things may be. Ah well, the problem with reality is that you can't change it. Maybe I should start smoking... By Eric Patton I don’t care to know what goes on in that head of yours logic skewed in my direction the bars are snapped you can’t laugh on my lap don’t cry on my pillow or shed blood through my tears sorry you want to die too bad about your mom sucks that they all hate you i don’t care your mistakes are yours yours to keep you made them hate you its what you’ve always wanted to use abuse break trust step on people like an old gum wrapper left in the rain to rot and disintegrate if you see my eyes my brown eyes red with blood it is hatred it is anger resistance to your messed up head to your undying charm and your faceless grace I don’t love you you aren’t love just a little boy with issues as your lover put it I don’t feel sorry not for how he put it he just did what all of us have been waiting to do since the day we all heard you sound your sirens at our innocent ears how could we know what lay beneath your doc marten soul poor shriveled man poor heart of coal poor poor poor poor poor asshole By Julie Wernau shudder at the circus tent ominous green trollop it's understandable your likeness in the mirror screaming obscenities at your quivering body Cracker Jacks fly through the air as a spider tip toes across your finger tips splatter the man like a Pollock painting tripping through meadows that's all it ever was one big wet dream under the sheets how was Santa’s lap my dear? did you enjoy the monstrosity? it's dark inside this little shed sweat dripping through my mother’s tomb black mascara scars that face shattered nails wander through the scene sinking, biting, crushed to oblivion where’s the mistletoe? kiss the tempting cherry of passion I’ll bite your tongue and make it bleed you follow my disguise do you see that doll of a face? reach up and grab hold of the crimson lining a sliver of hope in a motionless world never turning and yet always going and so you go little girl By Julie Wernau Smile, nod, giggle and flip my hair back behind my ear High heels, short skirts and lipstick Tiny little self depreciating comments Witty and obscure Quick glances and false expressions Twisting and weaving my way throught the ambigious conversation As astute as an international spy Mock jealousy and the tiniest displays of affection Mirroring what I really want But never, never giving it all away Batting my eyelashes, playing hard to get, Inventing a sense of mystery that was never really there Flirting and teasing in a game that never ends I've been abandoned in the land of the single and I want to find my own way out again By Nicole McDougall The end is near Fire all around me People's screams fill the air He rises from the ashes Smiling gleefuly His voice booms over the screams His gaze rests on me What does he want? Burning inside I cry out Why me? Again his booming voice pounds my head 'Cause you don't fear me. By Hunter Editor's Note: That poem was really lame. Why do I put this stuff in? In my hand I hold the rain. I hold the sorrow, fear, and pain. In my hand I hold the key; To a broken eternity. In my hand I hold something not whole. For in my hand I hold my soul. My eyes are cold and hollow, And fading far away. They seem to call to everyone "Don't talk to me today!" And as my head starts slumping, slowly to the ground, No trace of my existance can or will be found. By Stephanie E. Gee Editor's Note: That poem was really lame. Why do I put this stuff in? Do you have poetry?Send it on in! It can be romantic, heart-warming, humorous, or epic--we dont care! But if it makes the cut, you'll see it in the next issue of The Shrubbery. E-mail it to submit@theshrubbery.prohosting.com |